Are you spending the majority of your time evaluating and comparing yourself to other's "perceived" happiness?
Have you given up searching for your peace?
Are you currently in a state of "ease"?
We always look "outward" when assessing blame for our lack of happiness/peace. Where we SHOULD be looking is "inward".
We are operating an extremely complex machine that is hyper-sensitive to TONS of external stressors. That machine is our body and mind.
How does a human being function? Our brain? Our nervous system? How about our psyche? You see...we are in charge of this complex machine and we, often, approach the operation of this machine from the perspective of a "laborer" instead of approaching it as a scientist.
Most people only realize that they are ALIVE when threatened with the loss of life
What should actually happen within you, you are attempting to solve outside of you